How can i deal with my dad?

I'm sick of my narcissistic father.He's a racist and I really hate living with him.Evertime when I wanna talk about my feelings he doesn't wanna hear it and makes it into an arguement! Every time! A therapist another parent or anyone can never get their point to him!He keeps telling me I'm na�ve and crap.I'm very mature for my age and I handle situations well.A lot of parents like this about me.But because my mom and dad betrayed me it feels like its getting worse for me to live with him.My mom is bipolar I don't live with her.My dad acts like he's right all the time and crap.I'm forced to go to the jehovahs witness meetings.I've been going for 14 years and I'm sick of it.I actually did like the religion when I was like 6 but then when I began to change when I got older obviously my dad started being super religious.Like more than before.I cannot explore the other religions or get to know about them.I'm at the point where I want no religion.And when I go to these meetings he wants me to smile and talk a long time in these peoples faces and act like 'ohh its such a beautiful world we live in'.My dad is embared of my personality.He doesn't accept me.He shelters me in his house.I can never go to like a mall alone.Or just something simple like stay outside and talk to my friends.He treats me like I'm 5.He doesn't even like being around me but wants me to sit home all day.I basically have no choices for myself.And I just hate how fake he acts.Because of him and my mom I had cutting issues,depression and social anxiety.I had a bad childhood.I'm 14 and I can move out at 17 because ill be done with school then.How do I deal with him? He never listens,I swear I can say lots of things then he just says his thoughts then bible quotes.Its really starting to bug me more and more.